Wednesday, 22 October 2014
"What is that which in the morning goeth upon four feet; upon two feet in the afternoon; and in the Evening upon three?"
This is the riddle of the Sphinx. It speaks to us of stages of life...Everything we go through is a process. No matter how random and chaotic things seem, there is a process to them. I'm not saying there's a master plan because I do not believe in master plans. But there is a process. We do not have to discover it so much as surrender to it. Allow it to happen.
I'm still in shock and in turmoil. But I am beginning to see that there are things out there than can act as a bridge. Organisations, systems, and bodies that exist to help and to guide, and I can access those. It's the traditional interpretation of the Hierophant.
Now here I differ with the meanings given in Cori's LWB:
Well, things just get better and better. For some reason my Google Plus ID is gone. So all the people I was following and all my followers are lost. Fortunately Blogger still let me sign in and allowed me to set a new ID - very big of them considering this is my blog and all I did was try to sign in. I've used the same photo but this one is called just 'Carla' and it's not on Google Plus.
Oh I give up. Who knows if the next time I get on here I'll even be able to get into my blog at all.
All the blogs I was following -- lost. No feed.
Complete and utter crap.
I may come back later to do today's card draw. For now I'm going to make another pot of decaf and get a pillow and blanket and get on the sofa.
Tuesday, 21 October 2014
'Through the dark hour of the soul, when all appears to be dim, and the mind's eye is clouded to the vision of the higher purpose of difficult or painful experiences in life, the light of understanding is within your grasp. The card invites us to conquer the mind's focus on pain and loss, and look to the light, where we can transform our thoughts to acceptance and forward motion.' ~Patricia Cori, LWB
And some really penetrating questions:
What core beliefs or convictions have to be let go of?
How can you accept the pain of your loss and learn from it?
What fear of separation or infidelity is causing you to suffer?
I can't share with you the answer to those questions, but I can say that this card strikes deeply where I am at this moment. These are good questions for journaling, I think. Or just for sitting and pondering.
The Indigo Angel card for today:
Another lightning card, interesting. The LWB advises: You're extremely sensitive and can unknowingly absorb a lot of negative energy. This limits your understanding. Step away temporarily and connect with this beautiful planet.
A walk would probably do me good at that. I may do that. But first I have to coax myself out of my bathrobe and bleary valium-induced haze (and don't think I'm not grateful for that haze right now).
Monday, 20 October 2014
Bad things are happening and I have no control over them. But there are things I can control, and I am going to focus on those.
It's a very bad time, a traumatic time.
I decided to draw an angel card and it just stabbed me even more painfully, though I hope the message is true:
Sirian Starseed Tarot (Cori 2012).
Indigo Angel Oracle (Virtue 2013).
Saturday, 18 October 2014
Friday, 17 October 2014
But anyway, this card is about finding your way out or overcoming obstacles. What obstacles are you facing, or what 'thicket' are you feeling lost in right now? The card assures you that you can find your way out, if you don't lose faith in your own ability. Don't doubt yourself. You're nearly there!
Thursday, 16 October 2014
'The loyal knight presents his find to the world: the gift of hope. His long search has taken him over and under a boundless sea. His once magnificent armour now bears a green patina. This journey has changed not only his body, but his soul as well.' ~ Patrick Valenza, LWB
So, he has evolved over the course of his quest.
This interpretation differs somewhat from the traditional view of the Knight of Cups as an adolescent figure overwhelmed by his own passions and emotions, much like Romeo, impetuous and histrionic. The Deviant Moon's Knight of Cups seems to have completed his grail quest, and holds his resulting treasure reverently, with both hands.